Did it ever change? or is now my numbness unconscious?
does she listen to yr music and feel a dream
like I did
And does he fill me with new things
like you did
I'm turing so cliche
helplessly  romanticizing something I can't have now
I tell them that I hate you
because its whats expected
but I'd like to,
tell you
to please stop hurting yourself,
to please stop hurting
you deserve happiness
i'd kiss yr tears and for a moment
it could all seem so real
but i know yr too far gone
and if you loved me
you would have loved yourself
so i grow a custom to the pain
and every day i lose myself a little more